Ok so this whole livejournal thing is getting to me. I like my Xanga better. www.xanga.com/snshndreams
See you on the flipside! :-) Current Mood: weird
People never realize how bad things are until they happen to themselves... I don't know what is going on anymore. All I know is that I don't know anything anymore. I used to think that everyone had a purpose in this world. What is my purpose though? Do I even have one? Is there a reason that I am here on this planet? I keep thinking about how much different things would be if I didn't go to Keene State. I wouldn't be so far away from people who truly love me and care about me. Before this situation with my aunt, my mother and I couldn't even have a straight conversation without wanting to ream each other a new asshole. Now that we are both dealing with the possibility of losing someone that we love very much, we've gotten closer... I just wish my grandma were around to see it.
I don't really know what's going on at school anymore. I just feel really lonely and upset most of the time. For a good part, I feel good about myself or happy with what's going on with me is when I am hanging out with the people in Bushnell 116... Erica, Dee, and Joy: I don't know if you even know what you guys have done for me. Everytime I feel upset or sad or even just lonely, I know that I can talk to you guys. I know we haven't even really known each other that long but it just is really nice of you to make me not feel so lonely as I have been these past few weeks. Current Mood: depressed
Trying to figure out whether or not I live this better than xanga.... check out www.xanga.com/newspaperdiva
toodles for now!